Made and Burried

And when you finally know that love is just not that good. When someone left you in a moment where everything could be so blurred. And suddenly there's no single word that can describe what you really wanna say. You shut up. It's not a give up moment, not even a relents. It's the point when someone realized that she's just not meant to be there anymore. 

It is always been an immortal dilemma. When you realized you're not meant to be but you still think that he's worthed. The question is "is he really worthed?". One day he treated you like a queen, full of love, patient, touch, kiss, and you're overwhelmed. And the next day he treated you like some other girl that he just known for about 6 months. This is impossible to be think about.

Everytime he started to talk about his feeling, i feel a bad things will happen. There's always a strong selfish aura that someday i just can't handle anymore. And i didn't know when exactly that day would come, or is that day come too late? And once again, when you finally know that love is just not that good? And when you know, will you do something? Do you willing to release them? The one who made and burried your life alive.